Testi – The End, So Far

Adderall

Shallow graves and deepest fears, No one tells me why I’m here
Leather straps on stapled eyes, gotta scream to cut your ties
Can’t subtract from Adderall, pull you in before you fall
Not as sweet as it appears…. Someone tell me why I’m here

Ooh, you know I’m gone
Ooh, you go- I’m onto you now

All they want is your control, for the Bible scares me so
Smell the ones who came here last, must’ve lost the game too fast
We don’t read between the lines, cut too deep to see the signs
Watch me as my blood runs cold- Now your Bible can take hold

Ooh, you know I’m gone
Ooh, you go- I’m onto you now
Ooh, you know I’m gone
Ooh, you go- I’m onto you now
I’m onto you

Which side do I want to be
This side’s got a hold on me
Don’t try this home for me now
(Slide away from thoughts and prayers the easy way)

Ooh, you go… I’m onto you now…
Ooh, you go… I’m onto you now…

 

The Dying Song (Time To Sing)

Put Your Hands Into The Water- Let Your Mouth Go Sick And Dry
Put Your Life Into Your Death Now- Let Them Sing Until You Die
DIE!

Radical, rather than rhetorical, babble like an Oracle
Why am I always in your debt?
Father and the Son and the Holy Ghost- Communist Comatose
Show me all the wagers are a bet
The middle of a nuclear winter is a modern
Achievement of the retro apocalyptic horde
Satan, you must be mistaken, there are no more Satans
Only The Bosses on the Board
Forget Deny Ignore Nice Try It’s You
Regret Rely Remorse Inside Of You

Maybe you’ve been down too long…

The Heart Begins To Suffer When The Soul Has Given Up
And The Flesh Is Barely More Than Bone
When No One Else Is Listening- Only When You’ve Had Enough
Time To Sing This Dying Song Alone
Put Your Hands Into The Water- Let Your Mouth Go Sick And Dry
Put Your Life Into Your Death Now- Let Them Sing Until You Die
DIE!

Maybe you’ve been down too long…

Think Hard You Bastards- You’re Gonna Tell Me Why
If I Don’t Get An Answer, You’re Gonna Sing and Die
Think Hard You Bastards- You’re Gonna Tell Me Why
If I Don’t Get An Answer, You’re Gonna Sing and Die

The Heart Begins To Suffer When The Soul Has Given Up
And The Flesh Is Barely More Than Bone
When No One Else Is Listening- Only When You’ve Had Enough
Time To Sing This Dying Song Alone
Put Your Hands Into The Water- Let Your Mouth Go Sick And Dry
Put Your Life Into Your Death Now- Let Them Sing Until You Die
Put Your Hands Into The Water- Let Your Mouth Go Sick And Dry
Put Your Life Into Your Death Now- Let Them Sing Until You Die

 

The Chapeltown Rag

Read all about it if you wanna know… Read all about what they want you to know

EVERYTHING IS GOD ONLINE… and it’s as evil as it gets
This is not another trick: either Follow or Repent
(NO CHOICE) get infected by a vertical event- check the meter, check the watch
Are they ever gonna stop?
Runnin out of daylight, Nighttime’s better
But we know how to handle the truth motherfucker
Scandalous know it all- feedback chamber
Nobody wants the proof- they want a number
WE DON’T DENY WHAT IS WRONG WITH OUR LIVES
WE CAN’T DECIDE WHAT IS LEFT OF OUR RIGHT TO SILENCE OUR REMAINS
…Buried in the back and I’m sick and alive …Hollow as a breath, the further you dive

Oh, How I Missed Your Honesty- You Never Miss With Your Intensity
You’re Gonna Need a New Disguise-Vessels Burst, Veins Release
Just Slide Into The Nearest Lie

All the ligatures are getting tight, like a style
Murder another mouth before the trial
Scalpel and then you scalp em to fucking death
Kills for the other vampires and surrogates
It’s a ploy for attention and evidence
All your fucking monsters are flaws in your common sense
Do the dance while the shovels are breaking dirt
Everybody mind your fuckin business or you get hurt

WE DON’T DENY WHAT IS WRONG WITH OUR LIVES
WE CAN’T DECIDE WHAT IS LEFT OF OUR RIGHT TO SILENCE OUR REMAINS
…Buried in the back and I’m sick and alive …Hollow as a breath, the further you dive

Oh, How I Missed Your Namaste-You Never Miss With Your Integrity
You’re Gonna Need a New Disguise-Vessels Burst, Veins Release
Just Slide Into The Nearest Lie

Read all about it if you wanna know… (Everything Is God Online)

Stoned- like a Beast- on a Chain- Lookin Dead- Feelin Strange- What the Fuck-
I’m Material to sew into the stains- like a catalogue of pain- like a martyr in restraints- I can kill- with a will- and it’s stronger every day- I’m a knife- I’m a gun- I’m a slit- I’m a scar- I’m a scream- I’m a death- I’m a threat- I’m afraid- that you will never understand I’m not the same- you better call the triple 9 I want a face- that you can only recognize I’m afraid- I’m afraid- I’m afraid- I’m afraid…

WHEN EVERYTHING IS GOD ONLINE… NOTHING IS

 

Yen

You’re the sin that I’ve been waitin’ for
The hands around my throat
It’s all I can think about
The smell of sweat and blood
I would feed you all my pleasures
Just to drown in all of yours
Have you heard of me?
Are you hurting me?
Let me savor what I’m waiting for
A chance to make me choke
You’re all I can think about
The taste is red in rust
Can I hold you in my mouth
Until I fade into this form?
Can you cover me?
Will you breathe for me?
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death bеgins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you
I don’t know what has happened yеt
A surge of panicked zeal
Worry when it’s not effect
This game is fine by me
All the words for retribution
Only add up to revenge
Overpower me (hahaha)
And devour me
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you
Show me all the deaths are the same
Show me you’ll remember my name
Show me all the deaths are the same
You will remember my name
I wish this pain could last forever, forever
I wish this kill could make me suffer for good
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I know that I am dying for you
I died for you

 

Hive Mind

Rise- we’re gonna need another witness just like you
Surprise- your inadmissible testimony might be true
You Better Pull The Hood (Get It Off Get It Off) you’ll be lucky to tear the place down
Then Gone For Good (Set It Off Set It Off)
Scorched Earth is your favorite Sacred Ground
Turn away if you know you wanna stay but you’re never gonna like what’s left of me
When the carcass is down and the predator’s around
You gotta play dead if you wanna run free
…You’re such a tortured soul, but I don’t wanna hear about it
…You say you’re not involved, but all you do is talk about it
(Go bless the shit… where you belong)

For Your Own Information/ For Your Own Entertainment
This Hell Comes To You LIVE
And If You Need Some Assistance, A Little Time To Convince It
Dial In Your Sordid Hive Mind

Crawl- across the broken glass of every window you’re pressed against
Scrawl- your little bits of hate, your little digital graffiti breaks
So Don’t Close Your Eyes (Get It Off Get It Off)
When you’re pulling your messages down
Don’t Wanna Go To Sleep (Set It Off Set It Off) you’ll be lucky if they take you
Without making a sound
What a guy, god I hope you fuckin die and your sympathies don’t mean a shit to me
When the competence goes and the predator knows
You better be dead if you wanna be free
…You’re such a tortured soul, but I don’t wanna hear about it
…You say you’re not involved, but all you do is talk about it
(One more thing… don’t forget to burn)

For Your Own Information/ For Your Own Entertainment
This Hell Comes To You LIVE
And If You Need Some Assistance, A Little Time To Convince It
Dial In Your Sordid Hive Mind

Hold on there’s a river around you
Swim hard for the other side
Don’t drown to spite your critics
Just blow a kiss goodbye
PROTECT THE HIVE

 

Warranty

Isn’t this what you came here for…? Isn’t this what you came here for…?!

Blah blah blah I don’t wanna hear shit
Medicals and Miracles and all the Obits
We stay all day and leave all night- tell it like it is because we know it aint right
They’re-Paid-Off, Catch a Tiger By-The Total Price of all the Penalties
Let-Go, Don’t You Wanna See Another Model Just Like You?

Too Smart But You Can’t Imagine/Too Much Time In The Old Abandoned
My Advice/Now Don’t Think Twice/ YOU ALWAYS BUY BRAND NEW
Too Smart But You Can’t Imagine/Too Much Time In The Old Abandoned
My Advice/Now Don’t Think Twice/ YOU ALWAYS BUY BRAND NEW

Gang Star- Shoot it in the Panzar- could it be the answer…
To the overwhelming ordinary
Pick a vision and just follow the clues
We don’t need the conversation we just confuse the-
Break-Down, Don’t Adjust Your Set-Now Careful, there’s no Feedback Guarantees
Why-Now? It Always Seems To Be another job you can’t get through

Too Smart But You Can’t Imagine/Too Much Time In The Old Abandoned
My Advice/Now Don’t Think Twice/ YOU ALWAYS BUY BRAND NEW
Too Smart But You Can’t Imagine/Too Much Time In The Old Abandoned
My Advice/Now Don’t Think Twice/ YOU ALWAYS BUY BRAND NEW

Your Warranty is not a Guarantee to me
Your innocence is just a pittance and naïve
Contrive the controversy, sinister and plain
Upgrade the system til the virus can be… SANE

Got it all back but I blew it on the trade-in/ Isn’t this what you came here for?

Too Smart But You Can’t Imagine/Too Much Time In The Old Abandoned
My Advice/Now Don’t Think Twice/ YOU ALWAYS BUY BRAND NEW
Too Smart But You Can’t Imagine/Too Much Time In The Old Abandoned
My Advice/Now Don’t Think Twice/ YOU ALWAYS BUY BRAND NEW

 

Medicine For The Dead

What happens in the dark… feels the way… the blackout never comes
Turning the gears, sharpen the blades of sheer terror… These Fevered Ones
Tell me the secret things… show me the bloody kings
Let’s play a game where the winners always lose… their heads
TIME SCREAMS BY/LIFE IS MINE

Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]

Before it could start… the shooting stopped… the silence always comes
Now where do we go? Walking the streets in pure terror… there’s something wrong
Pull at your privacy… a product of lunacy
Don’t be surprised when the losers refuse to win… again
TIME SCREAMS BY/ LIFE IS MINE

Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]

Where does it end and tell me where does it go
If Evil exists, then only Evil can know
When do we run and are they letting us in
Where does it end- tell me where to begin

Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [Medicine For The Dead]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [you have to drink me]

 

Acidic

What happens in the dark… feels the way… the blackout never comes
Turning the gears, sharpen the blades of sheer terror… These Fevered Ones
Tell me the secret things… show me the bloody kings
Let’s play a game where the winners always lose… their heads
TIME SCREAMS BY/LIFE IS MINE

Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]

Before it could start… the shooting stopped… the silence always comes
Now where do we go? Walking the streets in pure terror… there’s something wrong
Pull at your privacy… a product of lunacy
Don’t be surprised when the losers refuse to win… again
TIME SCREAMS BY/ LIFE IS MINE

Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]

Where does it end and tell me where does it go
If Evil exists, then only Evil can know
When do we run and are they letting us in
Where does it end- tell me where to begin

Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [Medicine For The Dead]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [drink me]
Your Condition Is A Symptom We’ll Have To Give You
Medicine For The Dead…. [you have to drink me]

 

Heirloom

When the beating hearts make the beating start, it means they’ve found you out
Nothing hurts you more until you can’t ignore- it’s something to cry about
Now before you know it, the scars begin to show it- no place where you feel safe
So much for getting better, it’s just a matter… of when- to run- away

A Moment Never Lasts That Long
A Moment Never Lasts So Long Right Now
No Matter How The Past Has Gone
You’ll Always Have The Past Along For A Lifetime Now
But You Can’t Run To Ground
You Can’t Run To Ground

When the hurting stops and the voices drop, it means the guilt kicks in
They say they didn’t mean it- they say they’re gonna fix it
When they yell it means they care- aren’t you getting it?
Staring daggers, pressing kisses, hiding bruises
When exactly does this feel like love?
Now the question begs, when YOU’RE the one who hates…
What in the hell are you passing on?

A Moment Never Lasts That Long
A Moment Never Lasts So Long Right Now
No Matter How The Past Has Gone
You’ll Always Have The Past Along… To Last A Lifetime Now

But You Can’t Run To Ground
You Can’t Run To Ground
A Moment Never Lasts That Long
A Moment Never Lasts So Long Right Now
No Matter How The Past Has Gone
You’ll Always Have To Pass A Lifetime Now
A Moment Never Lasts That Long
A Moment Never Lasts So Long Right Now
No Matter How The Past Has Gone
You’ll Always Have The Past Along… To Last A Lifetime Now

 

H377

ONE OF US KNOWS WHO HATES ME/ ONE OF US LOVES IT
ONE OF US KNOWS WHO HATES ME/ ONE OF US LOVES IT
…And I Know It’s YOU

Aint nobody gonna cut me- Corrupt me- Instruct me- Consequently
Condition your interruption to disrupt me
What’s the matter with my image: the balance or the presence?
Older and still blown out- Follow me, I know where we’re going now
Pentagrams, Penitentiaries- I’ve been here for centuries
I’m a product of the system-The price you can’t resist
Fuck, I bless where I spit- cross the ground… get over it
Massacred disaster is the perfect one we need today

I know the Reaper is a Liar and I still don’t care because I know it’s YOU
ONE OF US KNOWS WHO HATES ME/ ONE OF US LOVES IT
I Know It’s-

Slaughter, Slaughter it can happen to a Father, Father you see
Everybody has a weakness- reveal yourself, I’ll eat the pieces
Don’t be judging me- I know the dues I know the fees
I know the rules I know you cheat- we never need to brandish heat
Psychos, Cycles, madness comes around around around around
Tyrants, Tirades, love to swing the hammer bring the hammer down
Famous and infamous, No way of knowing I’m obsessed with this shit
I just wanna get what’s coming to me

I know the Reaper is a Liar and I still don’t care because I know it’s YOU
ONE OF US KNOWS WHO HATES ME/ ONE OF US LOVES IT
…because I Know It’s YOU
ONE OF US KNOWS WHO HATES ME/ ONE OF US LOVES IT
…because I Know It’s YOU

I WAS A SIGN- THE SIGN WAS IN THE EYES- THE EYES WERE IN THE SKULL
THE SKULL WAS IN THE WALL- THE WALL WAS IN MY HEAD- MY HEAD WAS IN THE GROUND-
THE GROUND WAS ALL DECAYED- THE ROTTING HAD A NAME- THE NAME WAS A SIGN

ONE OF US KNOWS WHO HATES ME/ ONE OF US LOVES IT
I know the mystery is the fire, I wish it wasn’t true
I know the fuckin Reaper is a Liar and I still don’t care because I know it’s YOU
ONE OF US KNOWS WHO HATES ME/ ONE OF US LOVES IT
…because I Know It’s YOU
ONE OF US KNOWS WHO HATES ME/ ONE OF US LOVES IT
I Fucking Know It’s You.

 

De Sade

I feel it now, a new restraint… a fool is only he who fools again
I needed all the pain you saved to wash across my face like Time began
Everybody lies when they say ‘forever’, no one else will understand
Pull the stitches tight until we sever- break me in your open hands

Please Forget Me Not… I Need Your Simple Pleasures To Be God
Please, My Sweet de Sade… Just Eat My Heart And Twist Me Into Knots

I know I never had a chance, I know I’m wretched and I stand
Seeking all the things you have, if I die with you it’s worth the life
I was just a Nothing wanting something- only you will only do
Everything and more, it comes to nothing- if it doesn’t come with you

Please Forget Me Not… I Need Your Simple Pleasures To Be God
Please, My Sweet de Sade… Just Eat My Heart And Twist Me Into Knots

Something Dominating Nothing
Nothing Animate Is Something Used
Fill Me- Wait a Minute- Kill Me
Feel Me- I Am In The Mood Abuse
Carve Carve Carve-I am Starve Starve Starved
For the Warmth of your Will
And the Edge of your Purest Thrill

De Sade…

 

Finale

I know it’s a shame but I gotta stay… because I like it here
I know it’s the same- it happens every day, but I like it here
I know it’s a shame but I gotta stay… because I like it here
I know it’s the same- it happens every day, but I like it here
I like it here…

The Sentiment, The Sad Things, The Punishment, The Bad Things
The Cellular, The Solenoid, The Outer Reach, The Inner Void
I keep repeating older answers- the questions are all brand new
Does the room seem smaller these days? Does the road seem long to you?
The Accidents, The Bitter Pills, The Populace, The Stronger Wills
The Innocence, The Common Sense, The Rare Occasions… EXIST

I know it’s a shame but I gotta stay… because I like it here
I know it’s the same- it happens every day, but I like it here

I know it’s a shame but I gotta stay… because I like it here
I know it’s the same- it happens every day, but I like it here

The Harder Work, The Darker Thoughts, The Ultimatums, The Tangled Knots
The Long Depressions, The Shorter Fuse, Denominator… IS YOU
EVERYBODY HAS A CROSS TO BEAR
I’LL NAIL YOU UP ON MINE
COULDN’T TELL YOU, DON’T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN
WON’T CRUMBLE NOT THIS TIME

I know it’s a shame but I gotta stay… because I like it here
I know it’s the same- it happens every day, but I like it here
I know it’s a shame but I gotta stay… because I like it here
I know it’s the same- it happens every day, but I like it here
I like it here…